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Sunday, January 24, 2010

My Life Of The Day from barbecue-otah.blogspot.com @ 1:08 AM

FUCK LA!!!!!!
i duno.
why.
u are like keeping things from me.
something.. important
i wan u. to tell me
if anything really happens
i don wan.. to be kept in the dark
like some fucking fool
please..
i don wan to cry
so much.

i know.. u're keeping something.
maybe u have ur reasons for not saying out.
but then. i still know. you're keeping much more than i imagine.
I DON WAN TO SEE U SUFFER IN SILENCE.
IF U STILL TREAT ME AS UR BFF,
CAN U AT LEAST LET ME SUFFER WITH U?!!
U KNOW I AM FEELING SO FUCKING TERRIBLE RIGHT NOW
IM CRYING, SNIFFING, TEARING SO BAD I'M AFRAID MY MOTHER WILL WAKE.
CAN U LIKE TELL ME WHATEVER U'VE KEPT FROM ME?!?!

i really.. don wan to see u like this.
i wan.. u to be.
continue with him.
i don wan u to go with some other strays i duno.
ur current is a nice person.
why, just aft this quarrel then there is a gap?
time heals everything.
ur current is a fucking great guy, why u wan.. u know what i mean.
he's somebody, whose not like the rest.
he's willing to spend everything on u.
even without complaints.
yea i agreed he spoilt u.
and u took him for granted cuz he kept giving in to u.
but ppl have limits right?
he's not a robot.. wan then wan don wan throw away.
please cherish him.
u're not like that in the past!!!!!!!

PLEASE FUCKING GET ALL WHATEVER I'VE SAID IN UR HEAD!!!
I FUCKING DON WAN.
U TO REGRET THE DECISIONS U MADE.
JUST OF A SMALL SIMPLE DECISION THEN U LOSE EVERYTHING!!
GET IT!!!!!

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